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Piece from the cake of bitter reality

"When you'll desert what you imitate,
You'll live your life to the fullest."

A camera only captures the reality that was 0.1sec before than it actually happened. Calling someone ugly in-person and photogenic in photographs isn't actually appropriate because he/she were with the same expression that was beautifully captured while you found flaws in-person.

It's a social era. If you think you know a particular human by their Instagram or their social platform then you're so wrong. It's an era of illusionists. People are the creators of illusion among each other; showing off their imaginative lifestyle admist the actual reality.

But here lies the major question: Who am I? Am I, a part of this? Or maybe have I mastered the skills of an Illusionists?

To be truthful it was one rhetorical question in my case. I was called a social butterfly in my high school days.. who knows I'm still known by the same. You can see my whole life on Instagram. Well that's what they say and so have I heard. I get hate and love in equal or different proportions because of it.

Yes, I am an Illusionist. It's me deciding what to show the world through my social platforms. It's not my whole life being portrayed, because I'm far more someone different in-person then what I show in public.

Here when I say I'm being an Illusionist, doesn't mean that I create some false hopes and rises of what the life I am living but I am actually showing reality. There's more of a private life that I have and I live other than what I show.

I ain't no fool that I don't know what actually people talk or bitch at my back but sugarcoat it for me to taste their shit. I just don't think they're worth for me to pay attention to their little stunts.

"It is as simple as it is. I live my life the way I want. If someone has a problem with it then they can freely walk away. It's all up to me how I wanna portray myself out in public and there no one has a right to say me otherwise. When my folks ain't got no problem with whatever shit I do, then why people waste their time bitching about it? They gotta see the shit I do and have problems with it. It is as simple as it is.."

"It wouldn't hurt me to have all negative people in my life, block me"

There's this thing I've learnt, "People are temporary in your life, what remains permanent is you", because Life is short and it's better to mind ya own fucking business.

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